Lately...

...I have little to say.  I have no idea why.  I'm not sure if it's because little is going on in my life or if I'm starting to be writing-edout.  I have written a few essays - too long to post on a blog.  Maybe that's why I have little to blog about.  


All in all, though, my life has been a mixture of bitterness and happiness since I last posted.  And most of what's caused the bitterness and the happiness are things that I really don't feel comfy posting on the internet.  


This is something I've been thinking about as far as writing goes.  Oddly, I'm ok with the idea of publishing a BOOK that has a ton of personal stuff in it.  But dropping one-page long bomb shells on the internet several times is not ok in my mind.  Does that make sense?  I don't want to pour little pieces of my heart on a blog every couple of days when I could write a whole essay and maybe one day get it published.  I'd rather the whole bomb just drop once rather than slowly explode on a public forum.


So, I guess that's why I haven't been posting lately.